Trepidation, Trials and Tribulation

As you get older, it becomes increasingly harder for you to find that special someone.

24. Pretty old by my standards.

When I was 12, 24 seemed so far away. I honestly thought i'd be settled down by 24.

Well here I am. None the wiser. More gray hair. But still as confused as I was back then.

I've found someone. I think.

But I botched it. I pulled out too soon.

I freaked when she showed me the same amount of attention i showed her.

I suppose you could call me insane. And no she does not read this blog. And NO she's not the girl from ipanema.

So I can mouth off all I want.

I'm tired of ruining another poor soul's life. Therefore I shall resign myself to a spot of reclusion.

Those who know me, know where to find me.

Comments

LyNn Satria said…
dont leave us eddy!!!hahaha...
by the time u get back from your one week of fun or hell, which ever comes first..kitorang suma dh pakai ferrari..camane? dgn pian pian skali!!haah
9:54 PM
Eddie said…
pian pakai ferrari...

ingat celica.

man.

i'm back.

i'm definately back.

:D
10:48 PM
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