L'été Abstrait

I've heard this question asked a hundred, nay a thousand times. "Why aren't you seriously seeing anyone?" Simple. I'm really not into commitment(s) right now. One of my exes told me a couple of weeks ago that I'm too difficult, that my expectations are unreal. "You're wrong," I told her. "My expectations are very real indeed. What's so difficult about finding someone you're actually in love with?" She scoffed and told me that it was difficult to find someone to love if i wasn't willing to put in the time to love her in return. She was - quite obviously - right. I dated her for a couple of months. Broke up with her and saw her again for another two. She's definitely not a big fan. I'm so involved with what i'm doing right now that i can't even bother to call the girl that i'm seeing right now. I keep telling her that i'd call, but more often than not my days aren't cheery enough to even talk to any...

I've run out of things to say. Sometimes i realize that you only blog when you really don't have anything else better to do. Sometimes you blog because all you ever do is live, and you really do feel like sharing. It's about time that I admit to myself that i've not been 'living' my life. I've been too tired, too busy or too damned irritated to drag my ass out and actually do something for a change. So what do you write when you've run out of things to say? Nothing, i suppose. I could perhaps share a whole host of photos for all of you to enjoy. (and see if you're actually in them.. lol) But even that seems a little detached somehow. Yet, i suppose i'll still post them up, especially for those of you without an access to friendster (which i find really hard to believe.) Eh, by the by... who wants to buka with me?